My Indigenous Life

Today, I celebrate 50 days of sobriety – a milestone that feels both humbling and empowering. This journey hasn’t been without its challenges, but every step I’ve taken has brought me closer to a life of clarity, peace, and purpose. For me, sobriety is more than just quitting alcohol; it’s about reclaiming my path, honoring my values, and becoming the person, I want to be for myself and my loved ones.

Reflecting on the Past

I was never a heavy drinker, but I can’t deny the impact alcohol had on my life. Some of the choices I made while drinking caused harm to the people and things I hold most dear. No long-term happiness ever came from drinking – only regret. One of the hardest moments for me was hearing my daughter share something disturbing that happened while I was drunk, something I don’t even remember. The shame I felt in that moment was overwhelming, but it also became confirmation that I knew I couldn’t allow myself to go down that road again.

Choosing a Better Path

Since making the decision to quit, I’ve embraced a new way of living – one that prioritizes my well-being and the relationships I treasure. Each day, I wake up feeling refreshed and proud of the progress I’m making. I’ve built routines that support my sobriety, leaned on my culture for strength, and found joy in the small but meaningful changes that come with a sober life.

Sobriety has given me the gift of presence. I’m more present for my daughter, my family, and my own growth. It’s not always easy, but the clarity and peace I feel now are unlike anything I ever experienced while drinking. I’ve learned to face my emotions head-on, without numbing them, and that has been one of the most liberating parts of this journey.

Walking the Red Road

As I reflect on these 50 days, I’m reminded of the Red Road – a path of balance, harmony, and respect. It’s a journey rooted in Indigenous teachings and traditions, and it represents the life I hope to lead. Walking the Red Road means living with intention, honoring my culture, and striving to be the best version of myself. Sobriety has brought me closer to this path, and I’m committed to following it with gratitude and purpose.

For me, traditions and practices are not just something to observe – they are part of my everyday life. From the participating in cultural sharing to the books I read on indigenous issues, I’m finding strength in the beauty and resilience of my culture. Sobriety has deepened my connection to my ancestors, and I’m grateful for the clarity it has brought to my journey.

A Message of Hope

To anyone who might be considering a sober life, I want you to know that it’s never too late to make a change. The journey isn’t always easy, but the rewards are profound. For me, sobriety has been about more than just quitting alcohol – it’s been about reclaiming my life, strengthening my relationships, and walking a path that aligns with my values.

As I look ahead, I’m filled with hope. Hope for the next 50 days, for the life I’m building, and for the person I’m becoming. This milestone is just the beginning, and I’m excited to continue this journey – one step at a time, one day at a time.

Here’s to walking the Red Road and embracing the clarity, peace, and purpose that come with it.

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